Category Archive: Love

Hope

I’ve been mostly silent for the past week and a half, but I’ve still been writing, a lot. Writing is like a form of therapy to me, it helps me to think and make sense of what goes on in my life. Sometimes I just write like I’m journaling, or sometimes I’ll write to someone …

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Betrayal of the heart

I’ve always felt love would happen for me when the time was right. As I’ve gotten older I’ve learned through trial and error that love can’t be forced or rushed, and that the harder I look for it the more elusive it is, but I’d become more confident it would eventually happen. I feel like …

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The Other L Word

I had been doing really well staying within the parameters of our relationship and not allowing my mind to wander too much and to want things which were not possible. I was really proud of myself for living in the moment and just enjoying what we do have and not wanting what can’t be. But …

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A special evening

I know there is no hope for a relationship. She is leaving in two weeks to return to her home in a different country, and the circumstances of her life prevent her from being in a relationship. I get it, I understand it, and I accept the realities of the situation. I’m not letting my …

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The heart wants what it wants…

The heart is an amazing thing. Medically speaking, it’s nothing short of miraculous. But it’s the other aspect of the heart which fascinates me; the part that loves. My heart has experienced a depth of love I could never have imagined but has also been battered and broken through the years. There have been times …

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